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2012-02-10T17:59:00.002+08:00

You knw tht situation when sometimes some thoughts, be it happy or miserable, take over control of yrself.

Happy thoughts cn make you senyum sorang sorang. Happy thoughts cn brighten your day. Happy thoughts cn bring joy and laughter. Peter Pan, for example, is able to fly not only with the help of Tinkerbells magic dust, but with his happy thoughts! Happy thoughts cn turn ones blues upside down. And truthfully, thts wht I need right now. Happy thoughts.

Hello everyone!

Shall I say Happy New Year? Ye la since this is the first post in 2012.

So, HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

Hahaha maaf la lagging :)

I am here because I am bored. Seriously, madly, truly bored. I have loads in mind but while I was writing just nw, I started to think that maybe its too personal pulak so, scraaaaaaaatch that. And suddenly, I have nothing to write pulee. The happy thoughts cerekarama above was written last night as I was lying down trying to sleep tapi rupanya tak sempat publish dah tertido zzz.

To be honest la kan, that time gap when I am trying to sleep and the moment I actually fell asleep is some sort of my thoughts-processing time. Tapi sebenarnya it makes me realize the basis of my thoughts-processing. The what-ifs. The impacts of my actions, both taken or to be taken. I rarely think about the 'greener' side of my actions tapi Id be more like what if Ive made the wrong decision, what if that is better than this, what if thats the reason of everything, what if this what if that, what if what if what if. Blablabla, grrrr.

Whyyy is thatt?

Tak faham kan? Takpe.

2011-12-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

Honestly, I've been listening to toooo much cheesy songs. Our upcoming graduation dinner's theme nanti is wedding and hence, lots and lots of ideas on what songs shall be played nanti. Tapi, these two are my favourites sangat! Eh takdela favourite sangat tapi fr the time being, suka dengar masa buat assignments :)

Thats when I love you by Aslyn,

And Baby Im Yours by Arctic Monkeys.

Spread the love, xoxo! ;)

2011-11-08T01:32:00.001+08:00

I'd like that :)

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2011-08-31T21:25:00.002+08:00

This is how we celebrate our MerdekaRaya. How about you? Hihi

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri people! To awak² yang kenal saya, saya ingin mengambil kesempatan ini untuk memohon maaf atas segala salah dan silap saya, yang secara sengaja ataupun tidak. Ada yang terguris perasaan terluka hati dengan kata² serta perbuatan saya, saya minta maaf sungguh. Tak baik berdendam tau, dosa. Tak elok benci membenci, dosa.

Okaybye, enjoy yr raya! :D

And the food.

And the duit raya.

2011-08-27T03:17:00.001+08:00

Dulu masa kecik, we were taught not to lie. Hence the popular phrase of 'tipu dosa, mati seksa, masuk api neraka'. I swear when any of my friends threatened me with tht, I'll be terrified. Sama la macam we were somehow not allowed to use the word 'sumpah'. Sumpah used to be a level higher than janji. When yr friends don't trust wht you just said then you have to say janji, in order to convince them. If they're satisfied then habis lah cerita. Tapi kalau tak percaya jugak, kena cakap sumpah jugak kalau tak memang takkan diam sampai bila². Each sumpah was usually followed by ayoktatayok. Sebab macam last chance la nak takutkan. Macam 'awak dh ckp benda tu tapi kalau awak tipu memang awak berdosa'. And benda tu refers to the word sumpah. Tak faham kenapa tapi memang were not supposed to say the word.

As we grow up, we don't do that anymore. Mana ada orang nak takutkan dah tipu dosa mati seksa. And as we grow up, we were introduced to a new trick called white lies. One of the many reasons for white lies is to consider other people. Macam, we are not always sefahaman right. Rambut sama hitam tapi wants lain². Macam dulu nak beli kfc bucket. Tak boleh campur. Kena faham ada yang tk boleh makan spicy. Jadinya we got to choose one. Sebab we don't want to hurt anyone with our decision. Then you'll say, 'okay, a bucket of originals please'. When the truth is you never like originals because they're not at all crispy like hot & spicy.

Another reason being is to sacrifice. Especially to people that you really care about. When you prioritize them over yrself. When the consequences of yr decision shall not affect them in a bad way. Tak kisah kalau kita sendiri yg living in a lie, as long as they're happy. Mcmtu. When you say everythings okay while the truth is, tak okay lansung. Its just too risky fr you to be totally honest and you don't have the courage to go there. And trust me, to lie in this situation reaaaaally sucks.

Hw cn we not tell lies when we have sooo many aspects to consider. Just saying. I'm just scared tht the truths might ruin it all. The truths are not always nice kan. Oh betulla, truths hurt (sometimes).

Gdnite peeps.

2011-08-23T02:30:00.003+08:00

I dare you to let me be, your one and only

I promise I'm worth it, to hold in your arms

So come on and give me the chance

To prove that I'm the one who can

Walk that mile, until the end starts

SOO TENSE RIGHT?

If only I have that voice, masuk Glee Project confirm menang.

2011-07-23T01:45:00.001+08:00

Hye :)

Please tau tht I hate my laptop so much now. I cnt even remember bila last time guna. Slowww sangat macam kurababi. Kurakura + siput babi, gedditt? Tk kelakar fine. Aaaanyway, thts why I'm so excited to try ths bloggeroid! I cn blog straight frm my phone weehuu :D tktau lah knp before ni tk penah terfikir nk install app ni. Maybe sbb I'm just lampi like tht, zzz. Buta technology, kesian.

So, to sambung cerita frm my last post. I'm not worried no more! Hihi. I've been working as a part-time tutor dekat Kumon fr a month dah. Honestly, it's fun! Tak stress lansung mcm kerja kt EY *coughsuckscough. Hiks. Plus, I got to address myself as teacher/ cikgu. How cool is that? ;p The kids there are mostly still in primary school. Macam² sangat perangai. And kelakar. Nak cerita memang banyak sangat lah. To make it short, I quote lah some of them. Keep reading yaw.

"Muka teacher macam pelakon cerita Indon yg mama sy sll tgk tu lah"

"Kenapa kerja ni senang sangat. Teacher, tengok. I boleh buat sebelah mata je"

"Betul ke teacher 22 tahun? Tak pecayalah. Macam 18 je!"

"Sy tak suka sifir 7. Teacher kn pandai, teacher nk buatkan? Cepat sikit siap. Takpe, sy tk bgtau dkt org lain"

"Teacher jangan la pandang. Tak boleh concentrate la"

Heh heh. And baanyak lagi sampai tak larat nk layan. So basically, yes I'm enjoying my holidays :) Stress-free and got paid some more fr doing something tht I like. A sweet revenge aftr tht 6 months of torture.

Alritey, going to sleep now. Toodles!

2011-07-22T19:36:00.001+08:00

Because I'm so cool I can post this frm my phone using Bloggeroid ;p

Blogger + Android = Bloggeroid?
Quite lame kot hiks hiks.

posted from Bloggeroid

2011-05-23T21:27:00.001+08:00

Very random.

1. I'm worried of wht am I supposed to do fr the upcoming 3 months break. Sebab takda la nk kodi mana, tp sbb dah get used to being occupied hihi. Rasa macam nk kerja tapi macam eh knp nak kerja kan cuti chill lah bro, faham tak? Tapi at the same time macam hoi nak buat apa buang masa 3 bulan macam tu je? Carilah benda berfaedah sikit nak buat. Someeee people suggested tht I should belajar masak zzz *tutup topic.

2. As per my last post, no I havent got my phone back yet ;( Theres this one app, yg macam you main cyberpet tau. I had been taking care of this jembalang (thts wht rai called it), for months already! I wonder hw hes doing. Mesti die lapar :( Mesti dah banyak berak tak basuh :( Mesti orang service centre tu bunuh dia :( Okay stop it.

3. Oh and since start practical training haritu, some of my friends and saudara mara ada yang macam ni 'eh Yaan kurusnya, eh Yaaan tak makan ke?'. Tapi ada jugak yang macam 'Yan nmpak gemuk sikit lah, tembam'. Apeni, kurus ke gemuk? Please jangan mainkan perasaan I tskkk.

4. I now know I cn be mean sikit if its early in the morning and the traffic is such an ass. In the future, I'd like my office to be located just across the street, please.

5. I think I'm growing up hihihi.

6. I reaally wanna go for a bungee jumping. I'm not really sure whether I'd still want to jump off once I'm at the edge of the cliff though. I really doubt it, tapi macam nak give it a shot jugak. Macam, entah.

7. I think a date on the rooftop would be the sweetest date of all! Okay, masuk to-do list before getting married.

8. I find it weird that some people struggles to spell my name. I mean like comee onn, its Izyan. If Ezyan boleh lagi la diterima. Tapi Ezian, Iziyan? Why do you have to make a simple thing jadi complicated? Once I spoke to one of my client in Japan, he pronounced my name as E-chan. Now, thts cute ;p

9. I dnt know why I dont eat cendol pulut. Hahaha nah random sangat!

10. I was supposed to siapkan my kerja tp suddenly I miss talking to myself. Thts wht I'm doing right now hihi. Better get going.

Bye bye! :)

2011-05-22T20:29:00.002+08:00

nw tht my phone dah masuk ward, i miss writing.

somehow my phone crashed, and there goes my journal :'(

mesti semua hilang :''(

tade backup :'''(

padanmuka balasan abaikan blog. SEDIH!

2010-10-19T01:57:00.003+08:00

when you cant study, you sleep. bt when you cant sleep, dnt study.

opt for something fun instead sampai la ngantuk. thts how i roll. hihi

hello blogger.com rindu lah. bt still i dnt have much to write pun.

three top wishes at this moment:

1. more rajin. less singing more reading.

2. more money. please make them grow on trees.

3. gabe bondoc to sing me a song.

*play tag in the kitchen. i can be the cop, youre the robber since you stole my heart*

now you tell me, sweet sangat ke tak tu.

2010-04-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

hye semua. had fun reading lyanas blog? heehe ;)

so i will not say anything pasal exams, except fr tht im sick of reading, and reading and reading. God please help me get thru this. aanyway, i get so tired easily nowadays it makes me wonder is it because of the psychology effect of konon dah study byk gila padahal br satu chapter tht i deserve to be tired, or because ive gained so much weight i cannot tampung my own lemak already. somehow im quite sure the latter is the main reason lah. + 3 kgs and still counting. cngrats much? hahah thanx. thus i tend to sleep mcm penat benar rupa bak kate mama. dah la tknk belajar masak, tido mcm ape. finee. tp kalau pndai masak dh reti masak sedap sedap lagila byk makan lagi tambah lemak lagila jadi pemalas asik tido je kan? ni soal rumahtangga lain kali lh fikir.

okay i wonder hw these facebookers cn come up with ideas to tubuhkn all these groups yg sometimes mcm weh they cn read my mind. nak join / like semua mcm segan pulak. pemalu *blush*. tp yg ni mcm kelakar gila. PMS allows a woman once a month to act like men do everyday (ouch?). hahah bt no im nt much of a sexist lah okay. reading someones status and thinking oh shut the hell up, mmg you read my mind lah dude. i even deleted a guy who thinks its cool fr him to brag about hw rich he is to own an Audi and hw he thinks tht the people around must be jealous to see him drive one? you annoy the hell out of me. and this is my favourite lah so far. some people call it stalking i call it investigating. true that! ;p oh bytheway, i already have a tumblr account bt still in cnsideration lah as to whether nk active ke tknk ke. sbb mcm byk gilaaa cute posts nk reblog. hihihi tgk lah aftr finals.

its nw almost 10 i gtg people.

less than three, less than three!

2010-04-11T10:36:00.003+08:00

let us all welcome lena sarkhan to the world of blogspot. she is currently very teruja with her new account so rajin rajin lah jenguk her blog fr updates. satu hari satu post la please. kalau nk luahan perasaan lebih lebih pun mesti teruja jugak orang lain nak baca takdehal lah :)

you are now officially a blogger, tahniah!

2010-03-28T17:04:00.001+08:00

a star projection lamp!

i wnt one, pretty pleease?

i wnt my room to look like this soo cool. harihari tdo under starry skies awww :)

i remember buying a create a night sky projection kit frm toys r us. i didnt notice the create and the kit part so basically memang excited habis lah balik rumah terus nak try. haram. kene buat sendiri. no fun at all :( tak cantik pun tp lepastu. gmbr dekat kotak je cantik. tipu.

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2010-03-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

so if this is a regular ass (_!_)

this should be a huge ass (__!__)

and this will be a flat ass (_._)

and why am i talking about asses?

because i gotta lot, like a lot lot of (_!_)ignments to be done and i dnt like it.

because im not tht rajin to get my (__!__) working on it.

and probably because my (_!_) is bigger than yr (_._) it makes me feel sleepy all the time.

HAHAHA!

okaybye.

2010-03-25T23:03:00.005+08:00

Over Texting Led To Wrist Injuries: Texting teen faces surgery on both wrists after sending 100 messages a day
By Mail Foreign Service
Last updated at 1:39 AM on 20th March 2010

my text msgs counter shows tht ive 11490 sent text msgs and ive been using the phone fr like almost a year and a half dah. so keluar calculator japp. roughly la kan, i sent about 640 text msgs per month. and this girl ni, dah sakit sakit pun still be able to send 2000 msgs in a month. patutlaaa pun. so i shouldnt be risau la kot. like, 2000?! tak mungkin. bt fr those who knw me, they should tau the condition of my phone skrg. hahah it looks like ive used it fr not less thn lets say, 5 years? also, it kinda reflects me as a rajin gila text punye orang, which i am not, since the wordings on the keypads are no longer there and whts left of it pun macam, homaigod so kesian tak brp nk nampak dh pun. hahaha! you cn read the rest of the text queen article here.

oh and bytheway, i wnted to say hello im back tapi mcm naaaah i dnt think so. let us just wait fr another 6 months until my next post ;)

2009-11-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

this guy made my day :)

he looks so much like clark kent dnt you think?

2009-10-23T10:55:00.003+08:00

Happy 20th okayy my sengal :))

2009-10-23T00:23:00.002+08:00

this picture has been chosen as the cover of our mandarin's short movie, thnkyou to the technology of self-timer. kalau nk buat gmbr mcmni pilih yg 10 seconds yeah. hahaha. we took about setengah hari or dalam kata lain, 12jam as fr the shooting session. and another setengah hari fr kerja kerja editing and such. and the result? a VERY short movie of 7minutes. brilliant betul.

2009-10-22T03:46:00.001+08:00

'things go wrong because people build walls instead of bridges'

ive built a wall around me not only to protect myself bt the others as well. so, this wall must be reaaally besar la kan nk simpan semua orang and to maintain this wall properly at all times is kinda, erm, tricky? ive built a wall so tht the truth stays outside the wall as where it should be. i feel a lot more comfortable to be surrounded by this thick wall together with these people, to ignore whatevers outside. sekarang nk kene upgrade wall ni bagi sound proof biar lagi kukuh. sometimes ignorance is better lah i think. just because some shits are too shitty and not worth to be dealt with.

ive no intention to deal with this thing so why should i build any bridge lah kan?

so okay, no bridge fr me.

ps: dear shits, have fun living yr life outside my wall and

please please duduk jauh jauh okay? thnkyouu :)

2009-10-20T20:24:00.011+08:00

I'VE GRADUATED!

on 19th October 2009. hahah diploma je baru. kecoh. it was a chaotic dayy serious tak tipu. ramaaaai gila sumpah kalah pasar tani hari ahad. the traffic was real bad. the weather was okay la tapi still panas, with the big and heavy and tebal jubah lagi. ohh jgn dilupa our uniform tmbahan. the mask tht we HAVE to wear during our perarakan masuk dewan. paling glam lahh. prihatin betul uitm. siap ada hand sanitizer lagi. tapi orang tu cakap macamni 'sebelah tangan je, sebelah tangan je ye'. care to explain tangan lagi sebelah punye kuman mcm mane? haaha very funny lah u uitm. and nmpak tak tht green thingy on my shoulder? tht means im fever-free and good to go. bt what if orang tu demam? bye suruh balik terus ke ape.

anyway, mine was petang punye session. along with some engineering degree students who are mostly guys and who are mostly verry good-looking. but no, nt as good-looking as gabe bondoc, mind you. i was among the last group or bahagian or wtv lah to be on stage and while waiting, i realised something lah. why are there so many nuruls and sitis hah? pilih la something like sazatul ke, hihihi. they didnt call our name btw. we just go up there and jalan secantik yang boleh then hulur tangan to amik tht thing. and the pro-chancellor is sooo baik la he smiled at each one of us :) tht i just had to smile back selebar yang mungkin until...okay ill tell about tht later. since there are so ramai accountancy diploma graduates, we were divided into two sessions la kan. bt im verry teruja terharu tersentuh tht rakanrakan frm the pagi session datang balik to celebrate the day sama2 with us petang-sessioners awwwhh. though i did paksa them to come jugak sebenanye. heehe thnkyouu rakanrakan you guys are the best! i did peluk korg ketat2 kan semalam? :D

such a happy happy day for me!

the flowers, the bears, the gifts as well as the chocolates. thnkyou sangatt okayy? :))

tapi you knw hw they say there are always two sides to every story kan. like, for instance, hw some people *kene tapis ohh* acted like this was nothing. like, alaa diploma je? haaaha tak kelakar langsung weh. you have to go through that two horrible plus hectic years then baru u tau. it wasnt easy wey, not at all. i have my limitations too, you know.

but the saddest part is, ohmygodd you have to see this lah. am so disappointed so keciwa soo, taktaulah ape lagi nak cakap. i feel like chopping my head off. because . of .

THISSS!

bangunlahhh weyy sakai, bukak mata tu..dpn pro chancellor punn nak tdo -_-"

this picture is definitely more than enough bahan fr the rest of my life, thanxx. hahah

2009-10-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

JUST, TENGOKLAA JAWLINE DIA.

hahah cantikkk :))

2009-09-25T23:01:00.005+08:00

i miss them.

and i miss all these.

hahaha.

2009-09-23T11:43:00.001+08:00

Japanese food is definitely nyummychudalicious!

2009-09-21T00:25:00.003+08:00

update sebulan sekali cukup la kan? ;)

im thinking of just putting pictures of this pagi raya with a selamat hari raya caption je bt then the pictures arent treansferred yet and since im so malas like tht, there wont be any pictures lah hahah.

our raya eve was as meriah as tahun lain. we gather we eat we laugh we chat and we main bunga api. it feels kind of 'awkward ke' to celebrate raya as a grown up *ehem im already twenty ehem*. not the issue of giving or receiving duit raya, bt the feeling - the excitement towards hari raya, is nw much different than hw it used to be. luckily, my cousins and I are lebih kurang sama age and we always act like were ten so whatever we do is much fun-ner as long as we do it together. the memories of balik kampung will always be remembered. tht half kayu half batu house is the place tht I miss the most now. since the house is nw occupied by other people, we dnt go there anymore. surrounded by mostly pokok getah pokok rambutan pokok pisang and such, the suasana kampung memang best. to wander around and kutip the biji getah which will be buang-ed balik later sounds so silly sekarang, bt thts our must-do activity each and every time. to run around the tarred house compound which is seriously luas gila macam tak penah lari pun ada. a scar on my knee is the aftermath. to petik arwah atuks favourite bunga ixora and tht yellow flower though we knw atuk tk suka siapa2 kacau bunga tu. to main dekat atas gedegang gedegung lompat tak ingat dunia. to imagine tht the blue carpet resembles air and theres buaya in it tht we need to run to cross it. to bring all the happy meals free toys belambak lambak and teruja kalau ada yang baru. to ask atuk to unlock the stor bawah rumah so tht we cn take out the bicycles. to nyalakan the pelita along the jalan masuk. to wait in line kalau nak mandi, pagi raya paling huruhara. bersila depan tv ramai ramai tengok doraemon. rindunyaaa. bt what I really really really miss is the feeling of nt wanting to go back, having to wave goodbye to atuk and wan who usually sit by the front door, while waving back at us.

back then, to balik kampung is like a routine. bt now, the term balik kampung is nt the same anymore. since theres no place to 'balik' dah. its now more of just visiting. visit kampung, maybe?

so, Selamat Hari Raya peoplee :')

fr semua my salah and silap, fr any kasar bahasa either in percakapan or tulisan,

harap dimaafkan okay!

2009-08-23T16:51:00.002+08:00

SAD, SAD, SAD DAY :"'(

shaki has left for kaplan.

2009-08-21T23:10:00.004+08:00

oh bythewaysss,

futsal night (18aug) was greatt! you guys are great, the committee proved tht theyre awesome like tht *applause applause :)

picture of the day! or, night. credits to dira weasley.

Selamat Berpuasa everyone!

let us all try not to waste the kelebihans of Ramadhan :))

2009-08-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

bila masa pulaaaaaaaak la aku join speed date ni?!

TAK GUNA PUNYA FACEBOOK.

2009-08-16T21:27:00.005+08:00

wehh this uncertainty is killing me la.

so i decided to put my masalah antara hidup dan mati ni in the form of rekaan cerita semata mata. feel free to tekan the 'x' icon if you dnt wanna be bored. its on the far top right of your screen.

kau bekerja as a secretary in a medium-sized company, so-so jela. gaji pun cukup sifat kalau nak guna untuk shopping sebulan sekali. officemates semua baik, faham memahami dan takde pulak yang busuk hati. kadang2 tu ade la jealous sikit tengok baju officemate perempuan tu lagi cantik lagi class. 'takpe, baju dia mungkin cantik tapi aku? aku sendiri memang dilahirkan cantik jadi aku tak perlu risau', bisik kau sendiri. majikan kau pulak memang sebaik baik manusia. profesional, garang pun takde, adil dan saksama lagi. yang paling penting, dia tak pernah miang dengan kau mahupun employee gadis2 yang lain. tak macam bos lain yang selalu dalam cerekarama tu, lagi2 dengan secretary kan. environment tempat kerja pun memang kau suka. takde sesak macam mase kau belajar dulu. tkpyh pakai skill hebat kau which is selit menyelit untuk masuk lift. kau rase lapang je hati hari2 datang kerja. senang cerita, kau memang puashati lah dengan situasi kau. kau sukaa sangat bekerja sampai terlupa nak cari boyfriend walaupun umur semakin meningkat, berat pun makin meningkat. happy la katekan.

ada satu hari tu, kau terlebih gembira. senyuman yang manis dilemparkan dkt semua orang tanpa segan silu. bangla security yang tak pernah2 senyum pun tersenyum sekali tengok kau. boss kau pun ajak la bersembang, macam biasa.

boss: saye nampak awak happy semacam je harini, risau jugak saya sebenarnya. awak okay ke tak ni?

secretary: saya okaylah boss *tersenyuum lagi, tak lenguh ke?*

boss: ade orang masuk meminang ke? haa habistu bila nikahnya?

secretary: hish boss ni mcmtu pulak. kalau yela ade orang datang meminang, terus saya minta cuti lah boss. nak pegi kursus kahwin! heehe. saya happy la harini bonuslink punye members' day tau boss. boss taktau, banyak kelebihannya kalau kita ada bonuslink! dapat diskaun, dapat point, dapp.....

boss: awak dengan shopping awak, tak sudah sudahh. tu, boleh bff dengan orang rumah saya tu.

secretary: perempuan, boss. mestilah. soo, saya ingat saya nak minta balik awal sikit lah boss, boleh tak? yela, kalau saya pegi lambat nanti barang dah habis. nanti tinggal yang buruk2 je nanti saye datang office pakai baju buruk mesti boss tak suka. boss tak suka, kan kan? kena queue lagi nak amik duit, maklumla akhir bulann. boss kan tau saye maneela reti nak pakai2 credit card debit card access2 ni semua. lagipun mak saye kate......

boss: ade mak awak kate awak ni banyak cakap tak? Astaghfirullahalazim, penat telinga saya ni. haa pergilah, saya pun nak balik awal sikit harini. harini kan birthday anak saya tu, dah 4 tahun dah dia. nak celebrate lah ni bwk dia makan dkt Pelita. suke betul dia dengan mamak2 dkt situ. tapi ingat, kemas dulu office saya ni sebelum awak balik.

secretary: *tabik* thanks a bunch, boss! :D

amboi gembira betullah kau.

*wehh this cerita seems to be more merepek thn i expected. so damn merepek so damn long tht i feel gila stupid doing this rather than my assignments. hahah. jadii ada part 2 lah ni jawabnya, kalau rajin. tiba2 rasa bersalah dekat liyana sebab i should be bertungkuslumus-ing peluh2 buat crg sekarang ni haih. banyakk kot kerja tertunggak. dah tu tak reti2 nak off laptop?!

ps: besar kemungkinan part 2 lepas raya,

tapi besar lagi kemungkinan aku akan buat2 lupa terus pasal part 2.

thanks.

2009-08-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

silakan, get to know your 'thing'.

which type is yours?

HAHAHA!

taken frm: here

2009-08-14T18:47:00.001+08:00

what is up with the babi babi yang tk diundang ni?!

no im nt talking about the H1N1 thingy bt the pendatang asings (not all) yang kalau nak dibandingkan tak kurang macam animals sebab rasenye akal diorang tercicir. i watched 999 the other day, on PATI issues in our country. i felt gilaaa puashati to know tht pihak polis telah berjaya menembak mati empat orang warga asing yang cuba melarikan diri apabila terserempak dengan kereta peronda polis pada jam lebih kurang 630 pagi, tktau bila tp hahah. they had 15 rekod jenayah termasuk samun, pecah rumah serta rogol. damn heartless sial. memang layak telan bullet and bleed to death. its one thing tht they keluar masuk wihout valid documents, nak buat kacau bilau pulak apehal. ade je yang with passports tp they came to our country just to merompak menyamun dan sebagainya then menyorok balik their country macam wtff gila la kan. toloong la ape dkt negara kau takde rumah nak rompak takde perempuan nak rogol kalau dah syaitan sangat pun?

however, im more disappointed dengan ni. happened in this country, by our own citizens.

to know that among the people who are involved with dadah and all tht shit are in their 20s. a guy my age carrying a gun around? apenii. takpyh cakap aa kan yang umur 13tahun dah jadi pelacur. ragut sini sana. merempit tak ingat dunia. ahlong berleluasa. bunuh bunuh dah macam pukul nyamuk. susah jugak kan bila Malaysians ni pandai pandai. taktik bukan main creative and pelbagai. yang harap jadi guard pun harapkan pagar pagar makan padi. sekarang politic pun tambah kencang. mulalah demonstrasi tunjuk perasaan. dah elok elok takde earthquake takde ribut taufan kenapa mesti nak ade kekecohan. serabutt.

macam mane nak 1 malaysia

kalau takde nilai safety

kalau takde element keamanan

2009-08-09T16:44:00.002+08:00

she is getting tired of this shit

pretending isnt a way out anymore

she has been pretending fr so long

tak larat dah wey

penat

*_*

2009-08-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

1. How old are you?
- turning twenty this sept :)

2. Are you single?
- duhh, yurp.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
- hahah i like this question. MAYBE 25 or 26. definitely nt aftr 30 lah kan pape pun.

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
- tolong jangan main main dgn saya.

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
- prince charming, whttheheck.

6. Who will be your bridesmaid/ best man?
- bridesmaids pls. probably the not kahwin yet close friends and cousins. so janganla kawin awal sangat ;)

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
- a garden wedding sounds nice. but wont it be too mat salleh-hy? kejap, let me discuss with my fiancee. pfft!

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
- somewhere nice, where the skies are clear tht both of us cn lie down and just look at the stars. my oh my.

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
- ramai jugak la. hahah

10. Will that include your exes?
- sure, kalau teringat.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
- i dnt mind pun.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
- siapa kawin pagi?! im nt a morning person kjp lg termiss wedding sendiri thanks a lot. evening la.

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
- music tempatan sikit. without you - same same ft jac :))

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
- normal normal suda. tp as fr both of us mestila fine dining. hee

15. Champagne or red wine?
- gosh, neither.

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
- few days aftr maybe. nak bkk presents dulu. hahah

17. Money or household items?
- both pleassee!

18. How many kids would you like to have?
- eceh, fouuurr? heehe

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
- maybe. my fiancee and i decided that....pffft!

2009-07-29T02:31:00.000+08:00

memang agak annoying bila dalam situasi ni, especially bila jam dah pukul 2 pagi. tak sedar dah layan game ni sampai nak dekat 2jam. rase desperate gila nak menang tapi asyik asyik meletup. cukup annoying. rekod menunjukkan menangnya baru 4 kali, main dah 1000+ kali. tapi bila dah main memang addicted. ni semua salah streamyx. 3 hari tk blh pakai, and still counting. mula lah nk main game yang dah sedia ada. tiba2 main solitaire lah, minesweeper lah, SIAP BELAJAR MAIN MAHJUNG PULAK TU! haihh. kenapa, streamyx? mcm mane nak buat assignment macam ni? haa tula dia, bila dah boleh online pun (contohnya, sekarang ni) bukannya nak buat. facebook dengan youtube jugak yang kau cari. entah2 esok tak boleh online dah, baru padan muka.

sedarlah sikit.

2009-07-15T00:05:00.002+08:00

No I dont believe you when you say dont come around here no more
I wont remind you you said we wouldnt be apart
No I dont believe you when you say you dont need me anymore
So dont pretend to not love me at all

wehh cukupcukup! so sad dohh. click here to listen to this song. its a song, okay. this aint mine. im nt tht depressed, yet. pls stress on perkataan YET tu okay. hahah and no no the song isnt like the story of my life yada yadaa. suke saje saje :)

i dnt feel like writing lah nowadays. dah pemalas sangat gamaknye.

2009-07-01T14:34:00.001+08:00

they say tht the first cut is the deepest. having to deal with the scar is nt an easy thing to do. you dnt really have a choice. you will have to face it, everyday. it will always be there, for years to come. it doesnt hurt, not anymore. but youll always remember whts there behind it. its like you have to deal with the same thing, deal with wht was supposed to be history, everytime the scar comes to sight. theres nothing you can do, really. youre marked, fr the rest of your life.

IM MARKED, dammit.

2009-06-27T02:05:00.002+08:00

JUST WHY DID I AGREE ON SUCH A STUPIDDDD THING?

hissh buduhh sengal.

mood: stress gila.

2009-06-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

unlike law, these are some interesting facts tht i found on a weirdfacts101 website. tktaula blh dipercayai ke tak. but sharing is caring, right? :)

Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married.

( girls, wht are we waiting for?!! )

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

( we do? kenapa? )

A snail can sleep more than 3years.

Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our ears and nose never stop growing.

A crocodile cannot stick its tongue out :p

( yela, but it can rip your head off )

If Barbie were life-size, her measurements would be 39-23-33. She would stand seven feet, two inches tall.

( and tht, is more scary thn chucky la kot? eee )

Americans on average eat 18 acres of pizza everyday.

On average, 100 people chole to death on ballpoint pens every year.

( ????!! )

The names of Popeye's four nephews are Pipeye, Peepye, Pupeye and Poopeye.

Chewing gum while peeling onion will keep you from crying.

( dira, silakan try. since awk dh pro dgn bawang. hahah )

More people use blue toothbrushes, than the red ones.

( yeah, mines blue -__- )

The king of Hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card.

Smelling bananas or green apples (smelling, not eating) can help you lose weight.

( macam tipu! belilahh bau pisang or apple letak dlm kereta )

Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there.

( heyhey nyamuk, im herrrrree! you cnt see me? awh too bad..heehe )

You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television.

( okay, thnks fr telling me tht. ill try to sleep more ;)

Apples are more efficient in waking you up in the morning, than caffeine.

Turtles can breathe through their butts.

( Uh ma zinggg! )

ANNNNND, this one is my favourite!

If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas would be produced to create an atomic bomb.

Hah!

2009-06-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

getting a b- fr my law subject this semester is, urmm agak predictable. heehe i didnt answer almost one third of the whole paper. i expected worse though. why didnt i answer them? okay first, i totally have no idea on wht to write pun. whts the issue, which sections are involved, i dnt even knw wht the conclusion should be. fr some, they already knw tht exact question akan keluar. ee jealouss. if only i knw. huhu second, i dnt have enough time. im a slow writer, serious. and this law paper requires us to write essay and essay and essay. haihh i hate tht sungguh sungguh tk tipuuu. with the combination of not enough time and clueless, why bother answering something tht was supposed to be based on facts and facts only kan? hoho. and third, i just dnt like law. enough said. im an accountancy student, just whyyyy lah kan do i have to belaja law? ni serious dari first sem aku tak puas hati. nt trying to berlagak, tp i did get a's fr the kirakira paper. yang hafalhafal ni sorry la memang tk dpt dibantu. i was born tht way ;)

2009-06-13T14:18:00.002+08:00

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
paralyzer - finger eleven

ehh?!

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
trouble is a friend - lenka

hahah im nt troubled la!

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
i can make it through the rain - mariah carey

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
miss independent - neyo
ceh yeke.

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
me enamora - juanes
okay enamora stnds fr ape pls?

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
perpisahan - anuar zain

wey so saaaad!

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
big girls dont cry - fergie

yea im a big girl bt i do cry. hahah

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
sebelum cahaya - letto

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
no air - jordin sparks and chris brown
wey ni lagi satu. apehal sedih sangat ni hidup aku.

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?
kekasih gelapku - ungu

okay ni dah teruk sangat la ni 2 + 2 pun jawab kekasih gelapku.

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
stay - estrella

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
erti sahabat - nidji

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
hantui aku - letto

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
i cant read you - daniel bedingfield

tau takpe. bagila sign sikit ;)

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
our song - taylor swift

:) :) :)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
if i were a boy - beyonce
kenapa?!

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
do it well - j.lo

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
tentang seseorang - anda

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET
hey there delilah - plain white ts

no, trust me! i never had an affair with delilah, sumpah! hahah

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
love sex and magic - justin and ciara

woi! sukahati dia je...tk guna punye shuffle.

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
free loop - daniel powter

2009-06-12T20:11:00.002+08:00

aaaaaaa feel like hugging someone smpai orang tu mati tapi pls jangan mati pls hidup balik aa lepastu.

haaha.

2009-06-10T20:32:00.003+08:00

ive been tagged by najah maryam on facebook so as usual ill post it here instead :)

1.) have you ever been asked out?
kalau penah cane? hahah

2.) where was your default picture taken?
somewhere in johor kot. aaaa tk ingat.

3.) what's your middle name?
izyan :)

4.) your current relationship status?
married, no. divorced, no. in a relationship, no. single la kot?

5.) does your crush like you back?
crush yang mane satu ni? ;)

6.) what is your current mood?
panasss.

7.) what color of underwear are you wearing?
eh hello, wht colour is yr underwear?

8.) what color shirt are you wearing?
blackk.

9.) missing something?
dnt think so. im quite an organized person in my own way la tp kan. hahah

10.) if you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
nak patah balik form2 pls? :)

11.) if you must be an animal for one day, what?
must be? uhm i would like to be a dolphin comel :D

12.) ever had a near death experience?
alhamdulillah, tidak.

13.) something you do a lot?
crack my knuckles.

jari gemuk cincin kawin tk muat padanmuka.

14.) the song stuck in your head?
cherry cherry boom boom! hahah

15.) who did you copy and paste this from?
wan najah maryam

16.) name someone with the same birthday as you?
arieff onn pls.

17.) when was the last time you cried?
few weeks back kut.

18.) have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
haaaha boleh je no problem suara sedappp kott.

19.) if you could have one super power what would it be?

buat duit! huhu

20.) what's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
okay nak list semua boleh? heehe

jaw line, braces, dimple and brows :)

21.) what do you usually order from starbucks?
anything with caramel.

22.) what's your biggest secret?
my biggest secret is tht im still in my dilemma. tsssk so saaad do.

23.) favorite color?
biru yaww!

24.) do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
honestly, yes.

25.) what's on your walls?
pictures and pictures and pictures :)

26.) what are you?
human being.

27.) do you speak any other language?
i speak two and two languages only.

tht would be malay andd english karatt.

28.) what's your favorite smell?
daves delis. hahah

29.) describe your life in one word.
okayla.

30.) have you ever kissed in the rain?
nopee.

31.) what are you thinking about right now?
gila mati esok result kott!

33.) what should you be doing?
take a shower, kalau rajin ;)

34.) who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
always, always the sakai drivers on the road.

35.) how often do u talk to God?
in every prayers.

36.) do you like working in the yard?
huhh?

37.) if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
last name ah? bondoc :D

38.) do you act differently around the person you like?
kene sopansantun sikit la kot.

nnt tk blh jadi calon, tk best jgk.

39.) what is your natural hair color?
black black blackk.

40.) who was the last person to make you cry?

not a person. its the situation.

2009-06-04T22:24:00.002+08:00

*pretending to be freee sangatsangat*

heregoes.

YOUR REAL NAME:
izyan alias

STAR WARS NAME:(the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name)
yansa :)

DETECTIVE NAME:(favorite color, favorite animal)
blue pony.

something smells fishy? contact blue pony.

SOAP OPERA NAME:(middle name, town where you were born)

izyan PJ.

SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd fav color, fav drink, add "THE" to the beginning)
the white teh o ais to the rescue yaww!

FLY NAME:(first 2 letters of 1st name, last 2 letters of your last name)
saan.

ROCK STAR NAME:(pet name, current street name)
yan sultan muhd.

PORN NAME: (1st pet, street you grew up on)
hemo sultan muhd.

memang tk ddp customer la cani. heehe

YOUR GANGSTA NAME:(first 3 letters of real name plus "izzle")
sazizzle, mygodd. baik korg takut.

YOUR GOTH NAME:(black, and the name of one of your pets)
black sushi.

imagine me with the thickest eyeliner ever, wearing chopsticks as earrings.

STRIPPER NAME: (name of your fav perfume, fav choc)
cherie twix. rawwwr~

WIZARD'S NAME: (last 3 letters of mother's name, first 3 letters of current job, first 3 letters of your zodiac sign and last 3 letters of home street's name)
dahsturgomad!

2009-06-04T21:04:00.002+08:00

i saw a makcik today. she is no ordinary makcik. she did something tht i never thought a makcik would do. and it was in the frickinnn car! like, comeonnnnn. get a room lah makcik. tak elok dipandang orang okkay. tak manis pls. i just cannot believe my eyes. mygoddd rosak mata aku! it wasnt my intention to stare, im sorry. tapi i was shocked! sangatsangat. dah la dkt traffic light. kalau dekat parking ke, blh la terima sikit. not tht im encouraging her, tapi memang tk kene tempat! please, jangan bwk bad influence to us. i mean, wht if a school bus stop sebelah kereta dia? wht will the kids think? even aku sendiri pun tk comfortable tgk. ini pulak budak2 kecik yang selalunya curious. kalau dia tanye dkt driver bus, as an example, uncle koh. apeeee uncle koh nak jawabb? haih tk tenang hati memikirkannya.

risau.

makcik, kalau ye pun nk korek hidung, janganla open sgt.

siap tgk balik hasil dia. whaaaat the?

2009-06-03T21:25:00.003+08:00

cos were cool like tht and youre not ;)

2009-06-02T18:35:00.003+08:00

okay siapa tktau, i lovelovelove spending my precious time watching this and tht on youtube :)

BUT THIS IS SICK, my friend.

sumpah heart attack,

tak guna punye mike henderson im gonna sue you. hahah hilllllarious!

hadoii. yeah, all of a sudden im watching britains gt talent lah pulak.

click here fr the whole 3rd season of bgt :)

2009-06-01T00:04:00.002+08:00

oh and one more thinggg,

congrats shaki!

aku still tk puashati kau nk pegi uk.

okay dah pls pg study.

audit, especially.

2009-05-31T20:19:00.005+08:00

they call it an affair to remember.

and yes, it was a very rememberable night, i likeee :)

these two are my favourite pictures of the night!

credits to taufiq fr the first picture and to technology of self-timer fr the second one.

so thts all about the dinner. hahah so damn malas siot.

bye :)

2009-05-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

todays a very very very penat but a very very very fun day!

standing fr almost 4 hours. with heels, sucks. bt i like it tht im taller.

its like i cn see people frm a different angle :D

2009-05-16T00:15:00.003+08:00

cutecutecute and adooooorable, serious.

i can fall gulinguling tunggang terbalik easily fr guys who can sing :) not the yaw yaw three chords only type, bt the ones who can REALLY sing. and with guitar sekali pls. note the word 'and'. taktau lah kenapa bt i just do. sukaaa :) senang cerita someone like gabe bondoc lah. but hes got so many iloveyous suda frm orang ramai tak best aa. when cn i meet my own gabe huh? only time will tell. like ive said to my rakanrakan earlier, im nt looking. i just wait :)

tapi fr the time being, let me just perasan tht gabes my boyfie can ah? ;)

notice all the smileys in this post?

im in a good mood, maybe :)

2009-05-13T14:30:00.003+08:00

i have a friend. tapi kitorg jarang jumpe. sebab dia sombong.

hahah we knw each other since we were in standard1 lagi aww so sweet so small so calm with pinafores. we live in the same street tp tak penah pulak main basikal same2. tade pulak pegi playground same2. hahah our housing area wasnt tht amandamai semangat kejiranan sangat lah dulu. if youre out kayuh basikal, possibilities to jatuh menjunam and straight masuk longkang sangat lah besar. pegi main dekat tanah kosong, the only friend whos waiting fr you there must be mr snake. tapi sekarang pun same. kalau keluar mesti nmpak anjing. tapi sekarang kami da ade kereta. selamat sikit dari ancaman luar. hahah we went to the same school dari kecik smpai besa. sklh rendah sklh agama sklh menengah. bosan ke tak tu? this friend of mine, dari kecik memang gangster. kau penah mintak duit orang kan? hahah dnt be fooled by her innocent look. some might say tht shes a pendiam sopan santun nampaknye. perrhh itu memang aku nak muntah. perangai, bye. mastermind do kalau kenekan orang. kau jangan tak mengaku. kau memang gangster dalam diam. tapi takpe, aku terima hakikat tu. aku dah lali. die punye kerek, aku risau. aku risau nnt kalau time kau da keje tkde sape nk layan kerek kau mcm mane?

hahah ni si gedik yang tk mengaku gedik!

aku harap kte kawan smpai aku dpt tengok anak2 kau beratur belakang kau. eventhough kau tak kasi aku bwk anak aku pg wedding kau. takpe -__-"

kau jangan cik som sangat aa wey.

2009-05-13T00:29:00.016+08:00

i like the feeling of bangun lambat to the smell of freedom :)

walaubagaimanapun, im nt fully recovered yet frm the burung hantu syndrome. staying up very late, tht is. except fr last night. i dnt even knw wht time did i fell asleep. penat kot semalam. oh bytheway, have i mentioned tht exams are like, so yesterday? hahah ;p

thnkyou to dira, our own free no need to pay gps, heehe. we arrived at bangsar without hassles. thankyou to lyanas incredible tucson too! i should give a pat on my back fr keeping in mind not to minum teh tarik fr breakfast. i have a problem with susu, fahamfaham la sendiri. the main objective was to cari dress fr our dinner. the theme is somethingsomething hollywood. so it will be sinfully inappropriate la kn fr me to put on the usual tshirt and jeans look. sakai. so anyway, we didnt find any. either its too damn mahal rase mcm cis satu baju blh byr electric bill 3bln, or its just tak padan. aku ni da la special case sikit.

some pictures mari. im so kecewa already to talk about dresses.

nmpk tak how penat i was. penat, i tell you. tapi dengan hati yang gagah lagi perkasa, we went to ou, still with hopes tht jumpelaaa dress pls. tp we failed again. so sad betul la. we had these for our lunch nyumnyum.

yang ni i likeee. credits to diraa! :)

i really like this one black dress frm blook. tapi tade size kecewa laaaa! this journey will be continued, mesti. kalau tak aku nak pakai ape pls?

stress.

2009-05-11T01:03:00.003+08:00

done with exams. yayyy! :)

bt im too malas to menulis. so goodnight.

"when life gets hard and things change,

true love remains the same"

brooke davis, onetreehill.

2009-05-10T03:24:00.003+08:00

okay ini diaaa.

byebyebyebye berdebar gila last paper ni why?! takpe chill,

you can do this! yakin, okay? :)

hahh. lpsni mesti boring, tkpyh study da. habistu nk buat ape. HAHAHA gelak besar mari!

i really really wnt to go fr a holiday lps habis ni. i NEEED sedikit getaway. tapi tht, is not gonna happen la kan dalam apa jua situasi pun. menyedihkan? sangat.

kadang kadang hidup memang kurang adil pun.

so we just have to deal with it?

susah kott!

bencinya.

2009-05-09T04:00:00.001+08:00

tau tk, youll be saying gdbye to this shitto final exam in 36 hours more or less? yay happy happy :))

bt bfre tht, tau tak youll have to sit fr maf330 paper yang mesti hardcore susah gila bangang tht frm the moment kau selak selak question paper tu kau boleh menangis teresak esak selama 3jam memandangkan semua soalan kau tak tau sebab kau tak habis study semua benda sebab konon nak chill sangat lepastu baru la nak terfikir kalau repeat kene extend lagi satu sem yang mengambil masa setengah tahun kawankawan kau semua tinggalkan kau memang goodbye nak menyesal pun tak tak payahla nasi dah jadi bubur ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tak ke nasi okay stopp.

sekarang baik kau study, izyan!

2009-05-07T16:31:00.003+08:00

ENJOY.
ps: do not miss any of their face expressions. its priceless, sumpah.

haaha srry i just have to put tht here.

apart frm their funny faces, THT WAS INSANE. search a capella on youtube, and youll be amazed with wht people cn do with their voices :)

okay now, sila risau pasal maf330.

2009-05-06T20:13:00.002+08:00

exactly.

chill la dulu :)

2009-05-05T00:34:00.003+08:00

kenny rogers.

tak sedap kan? nandos lg sedap :)

wht im trying to smpaikn here isnt related to any ayam panggang ye, jangan teruja sangat. take a look at this then only youll knw wht im talking about. bagi attention getter sikit:-

i cant unthink about you

i cant unfeel your touch

i cant unhear all the words

unsay all the things that used to mean so much

i wish i could unremember

everything my heart has been through

im finding its impossible to do

its no use

i cant unlove you

hws tht? rase cm nk menonggeng kan. haaha nt fr me though. im cool, cewah. this is a verrry nice song by kenny rogers. yup, kenny rogers. yeeee name die kenny rogers. its kind of funny to knw tht the man behind kenny rogers roasters is actually a country singer. sumpah baru tau. heres the vid. lets sing a long! i knw you want to...eleh malumalu pulak. just click on the play button and sing, tkde sape perlu tau ;)

there! this is wht i usually do when im youtube-ing. haaha sing a long la wey. cool ape. fr those who are still in a post breakup mode, sorry la. ive read about how some people keep on loving someone yang sampai dah fifteen years pun still mengharap. sounds bullshit, bt im on your side dude. hahah fr some people, it aint easy to just lupakan tau tak. nt as easy as saying it la kan. alaa lupakan jela, bende dah lepas takboleh nk buat ape dah blablabla. ive been through tht phase. or am i still in the phase, idntknw. ni yang emo ni! kenny rogers la ni punye pasal. okay tengokla some of his songs title. i will always love you, you and i, sometimes when we touch, if i ever fall in love again. hish deppressed do dengar.

weywey dah izyan, kawal diri.

this is him, the man whose songs are all nk cintacinta je tht it makes me damn deppressed tapi sedap aa kan lagu dia so i frgive you, kenny rogers.

and thts him dkt logo kenny rogers! nmpak tak nmpak tak?! its the same janggut! *teruja*

2009-05-04T00:40:00.000+08:00

fr some of my friends, theyre nw officially done with exams. di tangan yang sebelah lagi, ive to melanguk fr another one week waiting fr my last paper which will be on the 10th may, sunday pls. biasela tu. anyway, i havent done anything interesting lately tht i feel like nk pegi swimming though i cnt actually swim pun. gila panas okayy skrg. whyyy?!

i went to johor the other day, fr a cousins wedding. it was fun! and as usual, i felt a little touched when it comes to the akad nikah. nt to mention tht i actually cried during akak punye nikah, which was kind of embarassing. yela! bukannye aku yang kawin kott. it has become a joke since -_-" back to the cousins wedding, during their nikah. they had this kind of a script fr almost everyone, whos terlibat jela. including the brides mother. thts new fr me. it was something like penyerahan tanggungjawab something2. tapi sangat mengharukan pls. i almost cried, again. ALMOST, okay. i cnt imagine myself laaa kn nnt. orang lain yang kawin aku da feeling habis. sendiri punye how? haaha looks like ive to demand fr waterproof makeup, yeah. me, getting married? big HA-HA mari. ohmygod here comes the dilemma again..ditoro, helppp! hahah dah dah back to reality! kawin kawin pulak, gatai!

oh i just have to bgtau ni. ive watched madagascar fr the seventh times i think in two days. why, you ask? lihatlahhh.

ignore the eyebag, its permanent now. hahah i had no choice other than to just watch the movie in the car. four times on our way there, and another three times on our way back. tu pun sbb she was sleeping or otherwise there must be the tenth times kot fr me. hahah physically fit, physically fit, physically physically physically fit :)) haih da blh hafal da.

i wnt to watch the third season of kyle xy, whos gonna buy it fr me? thankyouverymuch :D

one more episode of the biggest loser, lpstu tido pls izyan. heehe slmt malam semua. goodnight, you :)

2009-05-01T03:15:00.000+08:00

okay now. lets bayangkan this together, shall we? youre in the middle of musim exam, yang macam hardcore gila tahap cipan. wht would be the one thing tht you need the most? to keep you frm being tak siuman.

would it be a dozen of big apple donuts?

enough sleep, maybe?

tak pun, just some sengal camwhoring session along with your sengal friends?

a place where you cn scream your lungs out?

a little bit of off key singing?

or maybe just constant visits to your facebook account?

supports frm loved ones?

a cup of nescafe gold?

not missing any episodes of upik abu dan laura?

lots and lots of junk foods to munch on?

blogging?

a date with matt dallas?

more and more books to read?

more chickens in your meal?

tak pun, sugar daddy kot?

a trip to eiffel tower?

or just a silent moment to menangis puaspuas?

hugs and kisses frm your man?

ke, new man terus?

a shredder to buang all your notes?

bbq chicken wings?

an ikea catalogue?

cipan ape merepek ni...

bengong suda. wht i really really need right now is just simple questions on how i was doing. not frm you - not frm you - bt frm you :)

2009-04-15T01:36:00.002+08:00

been trying to find time to update. cewah pdhal harihari kot online nk find time knn. chet.

anyway, this 4th semester is about to habis suda. about je, belum habis lagi. tinggal ape lg, if you ask. FINALS la weyy. okayokay nk tau tk. we will have four papers straight in the first week, satu paper on the second week and seketul lagi third week. cantik, bukan? so kire mcm study week yg seminggu je ni, we have to pandaipandai la study fr tht four subjects which are maf, law, far and etr. terbaik lah.

since its almost 2 in the morning and i dnt have the niat to study. i might as well write something la kn sbb cm kesian la hai blog ni terabai. sorry blog. okay so wht to mumble wht to bebel. hmm.

mari bercerita.

i have this friend, a girl. who has been in a relationship with this guy, whos also my friend jugak la. the thing is, tht guy is actually cheating on her since aku pun tktau la bila kan. the worst part is, im the only one yang tau. you feel me? hahah its like youre the only one who has to carry the burden of not knowing what to do. lets say, if you kecoh bgtau satu dunia, tak elok gk kan. yela i might ruin their relationship yang terbina dgn penuh kasih sayang la kononnye. tapi, if i do nothing. tak elok gak. okay ape perasaan tgk org kene tipu depan mata? ini bukan tipu mcm main peteranswers, bukan tipu nk buat birthday prank, bukan tipu gotcha. haih. macam aku pun turut menipu. ayokk. skrg nk call fly fm kasi fix it sikit. end of story. fr the time being, buat2 tktau suda :D

lousy update kan? thnk God i dnthave blogarrhea. thts why im so lazy one to update. heehe. have to wake up real early tmrw. actually nt tht early bt fr me, it is. special case sikit kn aku ni. knp? sbb we have to settlekn our reports, especially etr damnyou. and bayar saman. yes, kene saman lagi. sbb etr jugak ceh knn grand gila nk buat dkt hoteluitm. pdhal, alaaaaaaahai class lvl11 lg grand pls. hish kn da kene saman. tk suke ah etr. total up all the samans tht ive to pay, dah blh makan sushi dua org kot. sushi king, bkn sushi tesco. haih serious ke ive to bear with this uitm situation lg two and a half years? serious aaa. damn lucky me. okaybye.

2009-03-21T16:21:00.003+08:00

terlalu mudah nk jadi sengal bila pressure. nk kate pressure smpai nk bunuh diri tu, tipulah kot kn.

this isnt just about the assignmnts dn sebagainya, other personal problems lagi. susah kot nk handle. pening.

in this week alone, teroverslept twice. hebat, bukan? semua sbb tdo lambat. presentation on our case study was okay. so kira worth it lah our sleepless nights nk siapkn bnde tu. SEKSA, okay. last weekend was like the busiest days of all tht even the bees pun tk busy mcm tu.

cnt wait to graduate.

2009-03-08T21:44:00.001+08:00

4th sem, setakat ni.

SUCKS. TAHAP. CIPAN.

sekian.

2009-02-16T11:49:00.002+08:00

shouldnt be blogging. shouldnt be blogging. shouldnt be blogging.

should be studying. should be studying. should be studying.

sadly, tht doesnt work. haih.

since i woke up real early today, fikir cm oh byk mase lagi dnt wrry. PALING. kalau dah strt tkpe. ni langsung langsung langsung tak strt. tolong sedar. tp sbb i owe a post on tht Hungarian song, ill settle tht first. tak baik mungkir janji ;)

The Hungarian Suicide Song

the songs name is Gloomy Sunday. the writer, Reszo Seress wrote this song after he broke up with his girlfriend, which happened to be on a Sunday evening. few months after the song was distributed, strange things happened and most of them mesti ade kena mengena dgn this song. this includes the writers former girlfriend, the one who he was writing about in the song. she commited suicide, leaving a note which reads 'Gloomy Sunday'. fuh. okay i think i mustve read this somewhere tp tk ingat lah kt mane. there were some of these people who killed themselves were found dead with the song still playing on their radio, or left suicide notes requesting fr this song to be played on their funeral. ade jugak yg found dead eiher holding the songs lyric or music sheets. there were soo many kaitans to this song sampai it was banned. haa amik kau.

taaaapi, dah kene banned pun there were still covers done by orang orang yang degil in various countries with their own interpretations of the song. it was also reported in UK as well as US, pasal suicides cases with links to this song and that, my friend, was the English version of this deadly song by Billie Holiday. nw tht i knw, i wont listen to tht song ever again. seriously. visit wikipedia, and there should be a list of artists who re-recorded the song. frm year 1935 until 2009. gilllsss.

oh, and even Seress himself did commit suicide by jumping off a building.

i knw about this song frm a friend, back in highschool years. i remember tht it was malam buta when he told me about it. and being a penakut as i am, i listened to the song only months aftr tht. last week lah kot tgh cari cari lagu jumpa lagu ni, thanx. people say tht its either haunted *shivers*, or its just a mind game, psychology. and i, dnt have the guts to neither agree and disagree on both. baik aku diam je kot. i never ask any of you to listen to this song, in any bahasa ye harap maklum. bt IF AND ONLY IF you yourself rase teruja nak dengar, silakan. mines by Heather Nova and I think tht its a great song :) bt frm reading stories here and there, im definitely positive about not including this song in any of my favourite playlists.

sekarang seram. okkay bye.

2009-02-15T00:57:00.001+08:00

sorry this isnt about the suicide song. heeehe.

we were supposed to have our dinner at tgif. bt first, i think i should rephrase it a little bit to make things clearer. thnk you its valentinesday, tht the place was fully booked. cis. tapi tkpe, thts finee. idntmind. its nt tht i cnt eat nothing other than tht. so we headed to manhattan fish market, or something like tht i still cnt remember the name. just to see people queueing to get seats. aiyaiyai. mula mula, tht fish market lady said tht we will probably get a place in fifteen minutes. okay we trusted her. hahah bt fifteen minutes later, we came back and no, we didnt get the seats. the queue mcm lg panjang adela. we tried our luck at nandos, and all we got was a 'sorry, takeaways only'. at kenny rogers, on the other hand, they said 'sorry, tapi ayam dah habis', right there at the please wait to be seated sign. funny. ckp jela youre closing, sedap sikit bunyi. we didnt give up, and waited fr the fish market lady to layan us, standing in a crowd of hungriess *word ni rase cm tk wujud so jgn dijadikn teladan*. it was kinda funny when eventually she said tht their kitchen wasnt able to serve the crowds so theyre closing.

there were roses and couples and roses everywhere. i couldnt care less. you people stole my dinner :(

we end up eating at a cafe near our house.

i had a char kuey teow. the char kuey teow went straight into my tummy tht it makes my tummy happy. and when its happy, im all good :D

2009-02-12T00:04:00.001+08:00

have u ever heard of the suicide song?

its a song which secara scary nye, inspires people to commit suicide. ayok. according to wiki, hundreds of suicides had been reported. semuanya regarding the aftermath of listening to this deadly song. ive listened to the english version of it, and alhamdulillah im still alive *rase macam nak gelak tapi takut sebenanye nk gelak*. they say tht the original Hungarian version, is the one tht will cause all those depressions tht will eventually lead to commiting suicide. eeeeesh scary nye!

ill cerita more on my next update yang tk tentu bila.

*to be continued*

2009-02-09T00:11:00.000+08:00

"I want to be rich and I want lots of money

I don't care about clever and I don't care about funny"

Lily Allen - the fear

I wonder how it feels like to be spoiled. mcm, yan gets wht yan wants. hahah gedik gila. bt tht should be enough. i promise i wont be like some of the spoilt brats dlm super sweet sixteen tu. itu memang nk kene tampar. daddy, u promised me a horse! daddy, the car has the wrong shade of red. it should be the other red! daddy, my credit cards are all near the limit! daddy, wheres the limo! annoying. i wont be mengada mcm tu. the spoilt me will want some extra extra $$$ once in a while to memboros, heeehe. i will only ask fr things tht are munasabah only. fr instance, i wont ask fr a BMW M6 convertible fr my birthday :) and also, to still be treated as a little girl bt at the same time undrstnds wht a twenty year old daughter would want. miahaha!

"There's only One thing Two do Three words Four you

I love you"

Plain White T's - 1234

i cannot imagine hidup without my loved ones. especially especially especially my family :) gila kot. though i dnt make any handmade iloveyou cards and stick them at the fridge, or say it out loud very often. i love them to bits. cewah. tk pernah away frm them since i didnt go to boarding schools and whtnots. try and send me off anywhere on my own, ill definitely cry my eyeballs out. hahah. adakah ini yg layak digelar spoiled? no i dnt think so ;)

persoalannya:

im nt spoiled but im nt tht independent either. so how?!

2009-02-05T23:08:00.009+08:00

esk konon2 free so skrg mcm blh membuang masa sikit :) have to pegi bayar saman esok, blerrrrgh. tlg lah 5 ringgit je tkpayah la puluhpuluh ringgit. aku bukan kaya.

btw, dira tagged me on facebook. tapi tanak buat dkt fb boleh? haaha presenting..

20 random things about me.

1. i hate my rabun-ness. makin lame makin dasyat. laptop, kau la ni punye pasal!

2. sports are sunggguh nt my thing. serious oh. lari sikit pun dah semput. tp sometimes i do shoot some hoops yaww.

3. i cnt sleep alone. jap, i can. with lampu yg terang benderang la tp.

4. my room is forever a mess. tak dapat dibantu.

5. i used to take guitar lessons fr about a year tp lpstu stop sbb nk spm la knn nye. cis. i prefer classical :) oh and my instructor(?) time tu sgt comel. miahaha!

6. i spend a lot on things tht i dnt really need. theyre just wants. cewah.

7. i hate road bullies. or dalam kata lain, orang yang sebenanye normal tp act macam mereng yang tak sayang anak bini. yes, i specifically tujukan ini kpd kaum lelaki.

8. i have problems with memisahkan diri drpd katil di kala alarm berbunyi.

9. ooooh. im dying to have a phone with full touchscreen, wifi, 3G, slim and tk berat sgt and other cool features yg bila pakai rase cm james bond tp murah. something like samsung omnia. tp omnia mahhh-hal gila cipan. damnyou omnia.

10. im obsessed with stars tktau knp. ive been wanting to try lying down atas rumput and just membuang mase looking at stars yang beribu ribu. bestnyaa :))

11. i like avril lavigne dr dulu smpai skrg, so?

12. my english sgt teruk its annoying.

13. i find tht guys with obvious jaw lines sangat tampan sangat sexy. fuh. i knw this one guy with it, memang perfect mcm sangat menawan lah. tapi too bad, perangai macam.....

14. im usually late. enough said.

15. i cnt live without nasi. sape yg diet setahun dua tahun tk makan nasi memang gua respect gila ah. korg tk lapar ke?

16. i kentut a lot. ask my friends.

17. i still cnt believe im turning twenty this year. nooooooo!

18. oh i have a fake name. its gorgiggs. haaha i have no idea where did it come frm. i have gmail and yahoo mail using this name. do email :)

19. i dnt like using the slurpee machine. ill ask people to buy it fr me sbb slurpee tu suke tumpah tumpah rase mcm menyampah nk buat sendiri.

20. tau tak, i wanted to be a doctor dulu kecik kecik. ceh. maybe sbb time tu knowledge agak sempit, yang tau pun doctor, lawyer, pilot and cikgu. ptuih.

THE END

2009-02-05T00:02:00.002+08:00

okay. as i used to ask you to just accept it rather than 'oh you knw wht, lets just get back together again'. karma has done its job, putting me in the position of having to just accept everything. bagus la karma ni. frankly, im nt sad. im just furious. at least until i cn terima everything sepenuhnya. as fr nw, yes im mad. added with ketidakstabilan hidup due to workloads yg tak habis. seriously, thank you very much. fr making keadaan worse. and thank you fr making the decision fr me.

gila lah. esok presentation. esok 5 classes. esok tade lunch.

bestnye cabaran hidup :)

2009-01-26T01:23:00.002+08:00

okay. bila sy emo, i cnt sleep. haha.

heres the thing.

i usually ask fr things tht i dnt really want. loser. most probably because its crystal clear to me tht i might nt get wht i really want, even if i ask fr it. nw lets talk about wishes. in my whole life, numbers of my wishes did come true alhamdulillah. bt as hard as it is to believe, That only wish was a really wish comes semi-true. tht one wish was wht i really really really wanted. and i had been given the chance to actually make it happen. i was suprised afterall. it wasnt one of the ngade ngade wishes yg macam nk handphone baru nak duit nk shopping tu semua. no, it was real yg paling real dlm dunia. tp too bad, the situations were superduperly bad tht i had to batalkan hajat itu. gila frust menonggeng lah.

ape point nye aku merapu kt sini? just to remind diri sendiri. nt to take things fr granted. you just cnt get everything tht you want. jgn smpai yg dikejar tak dpt, yg dikendong berciciran. hahah. be realistic, izyan.

2009-01-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

hello. another sunday.

selalunya aku emo kalau dh hari ahad sbb esok mesti isnin. tp hari ni takpe. sbb esok cuti :D

happy chinese new yearr!

taaaaapi, this is actually our midterm break. which means tht ini bukan cuti utk bergembira sakan sgt. assignments are due the week lps cuti. hurrrrahh la kot...

too malas to update. too annoyed with orang tertentu. too lapar to think.

2009-01-18T19:06:00.005+08:00

thnx to nzrn, i am nw gila bayang head over heels mabuk kepayang semua lah over this guy, jonathan rhys meyers. tadaaaa~

taken frm jrmfansite.

hndsome kan kan kan? heehe. knp dkt malaysia tade laki mcm ni ah? cn somebody bungkus him up and mail it to me. thanx ;)

2009-01-18T11:59:00.004+08:00

oh ye. muets result dh dpt and alhamdulillah it was okay. listening, okay. speaking, boleh laa. reading, hancur. writing, hancur gila. haha serious do. writing yang mcm rendah gilaaa. tp idntmind. asal lepas suda.

oh nak tunjuk ni sebenanye.

haaaha captured by tasha, turning three this year. hebat, bukan? oh ade lagi. ni lagi best.

A SELF-CAPTURED IMAGE! haaaha tak pecaye? pecayelah :D

another week is about to start. isnin selasa rabu khamis jumaat. haih malasnya!

2009-01-17T23:18:00.001+08:00

okaaaaaay hello.

gila loser pls berapa lame tak update. aiyark. busy sangat lah kononnye. kakaka.

tade pape yg interesting pun happened. thanx to me 8 to 6 classes.

going to class is fun, you knw. yela, especially when youre late in the morning and have no time fr breakfast. then perut dah bunyi bunyi dlm class nak tunggu lunch lame lg nak turun cafe pun tak sempat. paling lah blh cncntrate. pastu selalu pulak rase nk berak kan pagi pagi tu. the lecturers are okay. except fr one. who just love to buat lawak yg macaaaam tak interesting langsung la kan sebenanye. and mempunyai tahap sarcasm yg mencecah tahap menjengkelkn. ish gila tak berkat. tonnes of works are in queue. nt being able to concentrate in class menambhkan lg beban when it comes to doing homeworks. macam tah pape kn. i went to class penatpenat tapi input ciput je then later kene baceeee balik everything br blh absorb. its like, buat kerja dua kali. haih. gila slow aku. i really have to cut down on eating chipster lah. and maggi. and semua junk food lah. tapi tu la yang best dimakan how?

i sleep bfre 11 on weekdays. sometimes right aftr having dinner. loser, bukan?

cakap lah ape korang nak, aku terima. im nt sure whether aku saje saje berlakon penat ke or memang betul penat. entahla. tapi ape yang pasti, i dnt like being this way :(

2009-01-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

heehe this is the picture of the day. lovelovelove it :D

frm left to right its dba, il, najah, me and li. theyre my 'gang sekolah rendah'.

2008-12-31T22:47:00.004+08:00

okay cube try ni.

fill a baldi penuh penuh dengan air, bt make sure tht the waters nt too cold or too hot lah. suam suam je. dnt add any bendasing to avoid any chemical reaction. hahah bengong. last bt not least, get your hands on those flashy mobile phone of yours and place it IN the baldi. or to make it more dramatic, blh jgk try to make it macam you dropped it scr tak sengaje. leave it fr about 3 to 5 seconds. now, tengok sikit phone korg okay ke tak. hish.

aftr some observations, im pretty sure tht mines still functioning spt biasa :) uhm well, setakat ni lah. adakah ini yg dipanggil phone underwater? haaha. menggelabah as always, the phone slipped frm my seluars pocket and jatuh straight into the baldi. bagus. kalau masuk dalam jamban aku taktau lah.

so here, im gonna list down the things tht you should do if your phone tiba tiba teringin nak menyelam. just in case.

first, save it frm drowning! jangaaan lah bia lame2 dalam air tu. cpr is free, bt getting a new phone is not. unless kalau kaya sangat takpelah sukati korg lah. secondly, do not, in any circumstances, turn it on. in my case, i did. bt fikir balik memang tak patut pun. thirdly, jemur. battery, casing semua cabut ye. do not, bercita cita to dry it with a hair dryer pls. sungguh tak bijak, percayalah. last sekali, the moment of truth. make sure tht its already betul betul kering bfre turning it on. i jemur-ed it fr a day, hahah. oh oh and do not charge the phone, unless you want it to ka-boom. or you just need an alasan yg kukuh to get a new one :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! and girls also lah :D

welcome 2009, the year tht will turn me twenty. haiya.

oh and heres my new years resolution: none.

haaaahaha!

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i will not be liable fr any kerosakan.

thankyou.

2008-12-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

heh so ive heard it wrong *muka malu* i didnt have to be one of the usherer, only my mom did. heehe so i came as jemputan, i ate and i leave :) no la, i had to go to my makngahs house fr a cukur jambul.

at the wedding, they served 'hidang'. heehe bkn buffet lah senang cerita. it was like datang, duduk, makan and balik lah. the theme colours were green and pink. and even the kuih apam ikut theme colour. the food was great. i must say tht the cmbination of sambal sotong and nasi minyak tu kinda new fr me. apart frm tht, the other lauks include ayam and daging and kuah dalca(?). and maybe some others tht i cnt recall. as we are jiran sejati, wherever i go mesti jumpe afiqah. hahah mitos. afiqahs mum said tht i looked soo kurus. awwh thanx aunty :) and thnkyou lin kau pun ckp aku dah kurus. hahah aku pun taktau lah kurus part mana.

as fr the majlis cukur jambul slash aqiqah(?), the food was superb. kinda menyesal makan nasi minyak bukan main meriah bfre tht. there were kambing, and kambing and kambing. hahah tapi dah kenyang perut tak muat dah. bt still, i ate a senduk of rice with kuah kurma nyum! and seketul roti jala. oh and my makngahs house dkt dgn my rumah lama which we usha fr a while on the way back. i dnt remember much about it sbb muda sgt time pindah but just looking at it made me smile :)

oh the other days gathering tak jadi. lpstu br tau td tht ade gath hr ni around two thirty. just a small gathering. pegi sekejap an hour later and there were only about 12 or 13 of us. bt no, i didnt eat anything lah tolong la dah mampat.

bt then i had roundsss of satay sahmuri fr dinner. ish.

sekenyang aku pun, tadelah smpai kene mkn eno ke gaviscon ke ape. maknenye, my tummys digestive system memang efisien habis lah. hoyeahh! okay skrg terigt 3 efisien knp? hahah busuk oh.

im still tertanya tanya class strt hari ape. mereka kate, on the 30th. hari ni 27. elok sangaaaat lah tu.

*terus tade mood*

2008-12-27T02:37:00.004+08:00

you guys have to take this seriously. betul betul ni. read every word, understand the sentence and dnt miss any letter.

I JUST FINISHED PLAYING NEED FOR SPEED UNDERCOVER!

heehe just in time kan cuti pun dh nak habis. damn you chase, i knw it frm the beginning tht you were just using me.

i may have to be an usherer fr a neighbours wedding tmmrw, if i heard right. usherer or not, i will definitely look horrible. i need my beauty sleep :)

toodles!

2008-12-26T16:15:00.004+08:00

uhm so kedah was okay. we stayed at holiday villa dkt alor setar, or is it alor 'setar'? i dnt knw.

it was my first time naik air asia. and i, have no comment. hahah lucky fr us we didnt have to join the crowd of other eager passengers since we bought the express boarding ticket. well, thts how air asia bwt duit apart frm selling a can of iced lemon tea fr rm5, if im nt mistaken. idea bagus. the flight took about 30 to 45 minutes kot. haih lets just skip the air asia story.

didnt do much pun dkt sane since our tujuan utama was to attend the wedding. basically, im going to cerita pasal wht i ate je lah ni. huhu. when we arrived at the hotel, my perut berbunyi bunyi mcm 3 minggu tak mkn so we went to the cafe to have something to eat. heehe it was around 6 kot. i ordered a curry lamb shank. nasi putih with curry lah. nyumnyum :) later at night, the grooms family has arranged a makan session fr us, the rombongan perempuan. although i just had a lamb shank, its nt nice la kn kalau tak makan org dah belanja nnt org ckp tak sudi. i had nasi putih again, with tom yam and ikan tiga rasa and all. aftr tht, we went to my makciks house at jitra where we had coffee. tht was when i discovered the most delicious kuih bangkit! it was so sedap tht it melts in your mouth, nt in your hands. heehe when were back at the hotel, i had a hot chocolate pulak. usually i dnt drink hot chocolate tapi entah, tibe tibe je mcm nak. so yeah, i slept dgn sgt lena tht night.

on the next day, biasela breakfast pagi pagi tu. haih. the buffet wasnt as good as wht we ate the othr day. tak best sgt lah. right aftr tht we went to the famous pekan rabu. mama bought telekungs and tudungs and stuffs. and some kuihs. no, a lot of kuih. and dodol. haih. we didnt have much time pun to look around much. back at the room, i had a packet of chipster. hahah. and blablabla, we checked out and off we go to the 'tmpt brjumpe'. and this was when the most unexpected part happened. i was innocently standing dkt tepi tu watching the pengantin nak masuk kereta, when suddenly i ditarik to be the pengapit -__-" just because i wore quite the same colour with the pengantin, chocolate. since shes my cousin and shes sooo nice to me, i dnt mind. its just my luck tht i didnt wear my converse with my bj kurung. the idea was there, sbb we will go straight to the airport aftr the wedding.

the food was superb. it wasnt like the usuals. instead of nasi minyak, they served nasi putih instead. there were ayam, rusa and even kijang. i was terkagum-ed with this kari ayam, tht tastes like tom yam! seriously. sedaaaap :) oh as fr the pengapit part, i didnt do much. nasib baik lah tade bersanding. phewww. just serving the pengantin dkt meja beradab, lap lap muka and of course iring the pengantin mase mula mula datang tu. no kipas kipas eyh. oh and ade silat some moree. ini bukan silat main main i tell you..just watching them hayun hayun parang panjang tu makes me shiver. unfrtunately we had to leave early since the majlis started agak lambat bt weve booked the tickets already. i had fun though, i dnt knw why. maybe because i rarely meet them kot.

we changed at the airport, i just cnt imagine walking around the airport with heels. it kills la weh. yadayada, were home :) hahah so malas dah. im going to eat my mamas curry mee!

oh yeah, everyone should have this kind of picture when its christmas kan ;)

2008-12-23T23:24:00.000+08:00

i am nt sure whether i cn handle it with all eight subjects, next semester. tolong lah. two MAfs, two FARs and paling dasyat two BELs? whttheheck betul. haih x siuman. okay nk tau lagi? we will be having 18 classes per week. thankyouverymuch. and tht means, tinggal satu empty slot je dlm seminggu. ini keje gila. ughh dala strt next week. tak suke tak suke!

my study table mcm berhabuk gila. sepahh. i still have the exams timetable melekat kt situ. hahah. itu maknenye tade hati nk strt balik. haihhhhh.

i wont be here tmrw and the day aftr tmrw. going fr a cousins wedding. i dnt knw whether its just a plan ke ape ke, bt they did say something about science2 gathering tmrw night. science2, it was my class fr year 2005 and 2006 during high school. rinduuuu gila zaman muda muda. hahah. i dnt knw lah jadi ke tak. bt if jadi, sedih laaaa tak dapat pegi :'( rindu rindu. high school was where it all happened lah. good times :D

i miss sekolah menengah!

2008-12-18T22:47:00.001+08:00

aah todays the 18th. my results, well, okkkay lah. thnk God i dnt have to repeat any paper :) though its nt as gempak as others, puas hati lah. i expected worse. cgpa turun tu, normal. im just hoping fr a happy ending lah fr my diploma. another semester and an intersession ngee cnt wait. aaaaand seminggu lebih je ni lagi cuti waaah i dnt like. frankly speaking, i dnt like my campus punye suasana. ugh i hate it.

im up to 54% in completing my nfs undercover. hahah you should see me playing. like a maniac. i stand instead of sitting tht i thought i was playing it on wii though i dnt have one. haha its getting tougher lah wey. bt guess wht, i own a porsche nine-eleven sioot. heeehe dlm game jela tp :D just so you knw, im definitely nt one of those serious gamer la tp kn. i rarely main game smpai habis hahah. the most recent one tht i played smpai habis pun diner dash. ngeh DINER DASH wey. comel en. best laa. oh i bought this one collection of nintendo games. there are like hundreds of them in a single cd. heehe super mario dn seangkatan dgnnya. hadoi with the 'toing-toing' sound and all. awwh now i miss my gameboy. it was soo popular pls dulu. i played pokemon like nobodys business. dulu tere oh igt pikachu evolve jd raichu semua. byk gila kot species. squirtle lah slowpoke lah nidorina nidorino, kakaka. theres a pokemon dictionary thts called pokedex kot tht explains almost semua species yg ade. i even had a pokemon punye seluar :) hadoii lawak la tp.

okay now, enough with embarassing diri sendiri ye.

i dnt knw why, bt im back to listening to 3 doors down. like all of them. tipu. nt all of them la tp banyak lah. bt i still think tht chad kroeger has the best, nyummiest voice it makes me go fuyoh fuyoh :)

all hail to chad.

taken frm myspace.

2008-12-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

i slept suuuuperduper late last night. all of a sudden i had to commit to a free counseling session lah pulak kan. haahah you knw tht i dnt talk, but thnx anyway fr trying. really :)

oh btw, i am now a four year old blogger lah wey. haaha its the fourth anniversary yaw fr my blogger account. huurahh!

id like to write more but i have nothing in my kepala lah skrg. next time maybe.

2008-12-17T02:15:00.001+08:00

i just had a maggi hotcup. yeah tgh tgh malam. so?

its been a week kot since my last post. hahah gila pemalas. now now you dnt get to call me pemalas okay. sepak nnt. its just tht i need those 'me' time, to blog. oh and the mood also lah. which, selalu tade. heehe alasan.

few days back, i had my usual diy haircut. horrible as usual. only this time, its worst. hahah so today akak and i went fr a real haircut since my hair looked like it spells disaster. and now, i dnt knw. my hair looks like it spells tempurung kelapa -____-'

dammit.

aprt frm tht, ic sudah diambil. i renewed it sbb yg lama tu the chip suda rosak. okay, since lepas spm kot die rosak. i remember the kesusahan yg harus dihadapi sbb ic rosak tu. first, i was about to take the L test somewhere dkt klang kot. sbb dunia dah moden sgt lah knn nye, i cant take the test just because they couldnt read my mykad. ceh. so i had to patah balik all the way frm klang to get a some sort of another 'canggih' card frm the centre. i knw its just klang. but being in a car alone with the instructor i barely know was the scary part. since i was the reason why dia kene marah dgn uncle (in this case bos dia lah), mane la tau dia nak revenge ke ape kan. he talks a lot in a weird way la tp kan. okay pls, tiba tiba he asked me 'awak suka makan durian tak?' whaaaaaaaatthehell. disebabkan ic itu, i was among the last group to take the test. cis. bt at the end of the day, i passed the test dengan gemilang sekali woohooo! haaha. second, i had to wait like ten minutes tgh panas dkt this one gated house area punye guardhouse. gelabah. again, they cant read my ic so the guard had to key in i-dnt-knw-wht but it sure did mengambil masa yg panjang memang akn mencabar tahap kesabaran. sorry lah tempat rumah sebijik 1.5million tapi muka aku ade mcm muka pembunuh ka?! pstu ade orang lain tu tade id pun senyum senyum angkat tangan boleh pulak masuk. haiyoo now you tell me laah. im a girl with an innocent face (HAHA!) versus an older guy driving a van. yang mane satu lagi cenderung to being a criminal? just why lah whyyy this loaded area has a cheap guard. pening.

so, there. if your mykad chip isnt functioning. tolong lah tuka. oh and once youre eighteen, memang kene bwt baru. ye la, you people dont look like youre twelve anymore lah kan for sure. i cn say tht org counter tu must have a good time looking at how we looked like. i got laughed by this pakcik sambil tersenyum lebar die berkata 'gambar zaman muda muda lah ni'. duuh obviously. back to the ic suda diambil part - i dnt like it. my face looks like its going to meletup anytime gila lebar kenapa? im telling you, tht aint me. hahah buruk buruk. anyway, thnkyou to qeela fr guidance ;p

its now 324 in the morning so i think i should sleep lah kot. i need to wake up by noon. i have to babysit. heehe. im soo used to all the screaming and crying and yelling smpai it feels weird kalau both of them arent here. hahah. oh and thnkyou azlan fr knn knn teman-ing me while im writing this. i knw youre excited kan everytime i mention name u kat sini ;p in case u lupa, tonights the night u nak tunggu i tido fr i dnt knw wht reason lah kan pdhal esok u keje. haha thankyou la kot? hee macamacam betul.

ookay now, i dnt think i should sleep dah. i NEED to sleep. gdnite people :)

result: the day after tomorrow. on the 18th, to be exact. imdead.

2008-12-09T23:23:00.002+08:00

okay so basically this is wht ive been doing cuti cuti ni. hahah tade life? i dnt care. with less than 20 skrg dlm pocket, this is a therapy wey i tell you. tapi kebenarannya, tht plastic guitar costs me all my money in hand. tht fragile thing is the main reason why im broke. dammit. tp i dnt care tht much pun.

thts because

....

I ROCK!

hahah so what.

and this, is another stock fr the holidays. eventhough tinggal 3weeks je lg. haih. later on mesti byk bnde kene settlekn. the fees the subjects and all. oh ye, and result. shitt.

2008-12-09T01:08:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA!

ini, sangat cool!

2008-12-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

maaakan kambing satu hari :D

2008-12-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

hello people.

i doubt tht ramai will find it hard to believe, taaaapi percayalah ni. i made a kuih today! heehe tht kuih bom, or nama komersialnya kuih buah melaka. ataupun nama lainnya, onde-onde :D kecik bulat bulat, hijau, gula melaka kt dalam, kelapa all around? kalau xtau, memang fail lah. pegi google. it was fun pd mulanya, but lama lama mcm aihhhhhh bilaaaa nk habis ni. u knw, u have to bulat bulatkan dough tu kecik kecik and seal the gula melaka elok elok so tht it wont terkeluar la kn. oh ye, i didnt do it all by myself la kn tp. ey lonely la wey duduk dapur sorg sorg. x happening. so secara keseluruhannya, we had a pesta buah melaka today. blh kena kencing manis doh. kejap kejap mkn kuih. oooh and mama made pulut kuning juga so yeah, hr ni mmg hr yg menggemukkan. say hello to my happy tummy :) and, jgn berprasangka buruk pls. the kuih is marvellous! uhm, itu over. nvm, but it tastes like othr kuih bom. its a success, yay!

there are some other things tht i can actually cook. sape kate yan x reti masak. heehe. i made my first telur dadar few weeks ago. i dnt knw why bt im proud of it. andand, makaroni goreng juga! ive tried it a few times bfre bt the one tht i did last week was the nyummiest. with meatballs, yum! a thing about me is tht im done with baking. all tht cakes cookies brownies blablabla. x suka! oh well, baking cnt give me more humiliations thn wht i already got. my brownies was keras mcm batu. and this, wasnt fr once. it happened evvvery frickin time until i decided to stop. ceh. also, the famous story of GIANT cookies. instead of using the tepung penaik tu, i used baking powders. two.whole.cans. imagine tht yourself. THEY WERE HUUUUUUGE! and no, theyre not edible. bengong. at tht point, i knw tht i aint wally amos. so fine, i cnt bake.

im nt interested in cooking pun sebenanye. but i just know tht i must learn :)

2008-11-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

*woah lagu james bond berputar di kepala*

went to watch james bond hr, uhmm...oh sabtu! hmm since i didnt watch the previous one smpai habis so xtau pun wth happened to vesper. sumpah blur. but, this quantum of solace, duuuh name pun james bond. the names bond, james bond :) mestilaaa cool. i like it when daniel craig pouts or whatever you call it, bile die serious. come come let me show you. like this...

picture taken from collider.

heehe. though it was a hard-to-understand cerita, fr me je kot, it was great. the kejar mengejar, the cars, the meletup2 thingy, and also some of the aksi2 secara mengejut which caused org blkg terkejut lalu tertendang kerusi sy. aiyark. hmm sorry but i dnt do reviews. xreti :)

you see, i am a veeeeery terrible horrible story-teller. serious ohh. sometimes i feel mcm anxious (kot?) bile cerita something. xkisah la pape pun. and it will cause my ayat semua terabur cm cipan bergolek golek and last last org x fhm pun bwt penat je. haih why ah? and talking about anxiety, last night i watched true life dkt mtv. it was about people with ocd, obsessive-compulsive disorder. it is actually an illness that they cant control. it causes them mcm having unwanted thoughts. in yesterdays episode, this guy suffering frm ocd, he will check whether he sudah locked the door, again and again, everytime keluar rumah. mcm he shut the door, he takes one step bt then check the door again to make sure tht its locked. and he will repeat this until i dnt knw, 8 to 10 times kot. pstu mcm perempuan ni die kene basuh tgn 8 kali to make sure tht its clean, clean, clean. this is sooo like monk! hahah.

as fr today, i spent the whole day dkt rumah. reading twilight and making sure tht sofea gets her sleep so tht she wont mengamuk later. hahah. one thing tht im worried about time cuti mesti same. i eat. much. i dnt need breakfast, bt ill eat like two rounds fr lunch. hmm ive read somewhere tht breakfast is the most important meal. while our lunch should be light. most probably a plate of nasi lemak and another round of mihun is not 'light' dah. and, double mcchicken (move it move it!) fr minum petang? itu bukan minum, itu melantak. okay lah maybe the penimbang x tunjuk any penambahan berat. taaapi persoalannya, sihatkah? i rarely exercise. uhm, fine. i DONT exercise. aiyark too lazy, somebody please ketuk my kepala. i do have the intention la tp kn. fr instance, i wanted to wash my car this evening. exercise lah tu. but first, i cnt find the key to bkk the tmpt simpan sabun. bt then when i have the key, xde sponge puuuulak. bt wait, when i finally gt them all, ish delivery mcd pulak smpai. hw cn i resist? so i went back inside and enjoy my minum petang instead :D

aaah, this is me!

2008-11-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

uhm. the main purpose why i blog is because i cant talk. its nt tht i can write mcm sedap sedap pun, tp ntah. i prefer menulis rather than talking. you see, i have this private blog which is private larh. durhh. aku sorg je blh baca. its all mine miahaha! i had them since 2004 so almost semua my kisah kisah remaja ade dlm tu. my point is, im nt tht type of girl who likes to cerita everything dkt org. id keep them to myself instead. haaaha hw unhealthy is tht. but but, at some point, i will need to let it out in terms of percakapan jugak lah kalau dah kronik. okay la kn? tadela mcm sociopath sgt kn hahah! hmm so mcm fhm jela if sometimes, or all the time, perhaps, i sounded like oy-im-so-depressed-i-want-to-kill-myself. yeah, im full of emosi. beware :o

semua in this blog adalah random thoughts i have whenever im facing this laptop. thts why i can lompat lompat frm this to tht, smpai sendiri baca pun pening. but this aint muet pn kn :)

im considering on changing the template tapiiiii, leceh la. nnt lah kalau rajin.

i want a piano.

2008-11-20T20:48:00.000+08:00

oh hello.

im watching friends as im typing this. heehe ala friends dkt starworld frm 8 to 9 on weekdays. best okay. oh ye, im done with them finals. uhhhm hr selasa hr tu. and also done with the perbicaraan, which costs me rm30. ceh org lain semua rm10 je apsal kitorg kene mahal2. lets see wht ive done wrong - membawa kenderaan satria merah B** 39 ke dlm kawasan larangan dan membuat kenyataan palsu. hmm tade bunyi mcm 30ringgit pun. bt its kinda funny wey, the perbicaraan. formal gila x tahan. it was like 'tanpa sebarang tekanan atau paksaan, anda dibenarkn duduk sekiranya mengaku bersalah dan teruskn berdiri sekiranya anda tidak bersalah'. hahah something like tht lah. serious la lwk. i even have a case number, hw cool is tht! hadoi macamacam.

anyhoo, i met the paling kurang ajar man dlm dunia yesterday. and trust me, he does look like a busuk man too. bongok kau igt kitorg perempuan kitorg takut? cehh balik mandi dulu la wey. da la kecut tgk polis kakaka! BONGOK. i hope he will realise one day nnt betapa busuknya rupa die hence terus dpt tekanan emosi.

its nice you knw to be home. ceh mcm la dah lame xbalik rumah. i mean, it is menyeronokkan to wake up in the afternoon without having to risau 'alamak kene study lagi?' heehe. aaaaaand, it will take about SATU TAHUN lg okay to have cuti panjang mcm ni, for us. aiyaiyaii. went to menara yesterday to settle the denda and theyre having raptai konvo already! uggggh jealous pls nk grad jugak :( haih im gila worried weh result ni how how? aaaaaah exams are supposed to test us, not torture lah gila. skrg emo.

i watched high school musical 3 td. ngehngeh. the last movie i watched was sepi doh. gila lama kot. it was okay, hahah peeeeenat la nk cerita. tgk sendiri lah.

ohh hey sofea is starting to smile already! hee and ketawa sometimes. but still in mute. hahah comel okay mata sepet nmpk gusi. annd tasha did this. we asked her to take the bedak frm the bakul, so she took it while saying 'bedak? uh-huh' with the uh-huh part sounded like an operator who takes messages with a pen and a paper. aiyark x fhm? xpe sy x marah. my point is, both my nieces are damn cute larh :)

ive had my hair superduper short which was horrible. rambut panjaaaaang pun pernah. ive had a diy haircut. also had it higlighted with bleach, thnx to tht maknyah. looking back, i looked like a freak. ish malu. 300 spent to have it black again. uhm duit mama la tp hoho. and now im thinking about getting stripes, no, stripe of blue highlight :D alaaa satu ke dua ke mcm tu la. kot. saje gatal. mayyyyybe la kot kalau blh. hahah.

okayh serabut gila skjp cerita ni lpstu cerita lain. ceh mcm aku kisah. hoho gtg people. I, have a date. with mi amor the love of my life, mr te-le-vi-si-on. ngeh.

im quite 'azlan-less' since the past few weeks.

where art thou?!

2008-11-16T23:06:00.001+08:00

one left.

i stopped trying when theres another 10mins left. i just knw tht theres nothing much tht i cn do pun. okay so i was mad. i blamed the questions fr being too gila babi susah and i actually frgt to blame myself fr not being well-prepared. but still, the paper was bagai satu dlm sejuta. IT WAS HELL you knw to stay focused, when you already knw tht its not gonna happen, to have it done in time. shit gila. i submit my answer sheet without having a final look. being me, i gave up. bt then only i knw tht were all in the same boat. everyone was as suprised as i was. okay so betul lah aku ckp paper tu yg gila susah! haih. this is another damn disappointment. saba ye semua.

im just hoping tht tade sape pun blh score paper ni so tht the lecturers will be all kesian and simpati and decide to give us an A fr trying. hahah. bye deans list. bye shahalam? woahh pengsan.

okay enough with tht. bla la far.

2008-11-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

uh-huhhh. another two paper then were done with this semester oh yayyy!

i dnt wnt to say anything about the papers. lets just hope tht i wont be sent to any cawangan because i would like to settle both my diploma and degree here in shahalam, very much. eventhough the pak guards here are reeeeeaaally annoying. and tanak repeat paper pls.

okayh you people HAVE to listen to this. the lyrics are amazing. serious. heres a clue. propose to me by singing this song, ill definitely say yes in a heart beat. hahah. this is a song written by gabe bondoc, my youtube star :) hes really cute! heehe go youtube.

2008-11-09T22:13:00.005+08:00

BIG SHIT.

hahah time fr law. damn itt.

i dnt knw if this cn be an alasan bt i cn hear people karaoke-ing frm inside my room, with the windows tightly shut and so is the curtain. i.can.hear.every.single.word.of.it. i dnt knw wht kind of pesta theyre having but they sure cant sing. my ears are suffering. wht is this? karaoke smpai pengsan ke ape? seriously. NONSTOP! oh meee oh my, just why do they have to sing all these rock kapak songs...gila. eesh kalau sedap xpe. eeesh!

i am dead. dead. dead. law baaaaaaaanyak sungguh. wish me luck though :)

omg theyre getting louder and louder. aaaaahh tensi! O.o

2008-11-04T01:12:00.004+08:00

I WANT TO BE A NERD!

so tht i wont have the keinginan to watch tv, to write this, to eat and sleep more thn the usuals instead of studying. haih. i want to be a nerd whom usually lock themselves in their room and focusing 138% on whts in front of them smpai lupa mkn. i want to be a nerd who doesnt want to watch the monday night laughs. i want to be a nerd without a facebook account. i want to be a nerd who loves lee mei phengs karya instead of gabe bondocs. i want to be a nerd with an efficient skill in time-managing. i want to be a nerd who sleeps less thn 6hours a day. i want to be a nerd with a brain filled with ilmu rather thn benda benda x berfaedah. i want to be a nerd who doesnt have to force diri to study because its a routine. i want to be a nerd because im nt a nerd. i want to be a nerd so tht it will be easy fr me to kick the 4flat-ers asses. i want to be a nerd who doesnt write this crap which is definitely a waste of time.

hmmmph.

2008-11-02T23:59:00.003+08:00

*JUMPSJUMPS*

whts up with the jumps? heehe nothing sgt lah. its just this guy tht i have a crush on added me on facebook :D

oooookayh moving on now.

BEL 311 is history..yeay! done with Bel, another five await. the question just now asked fr 'ABOUT 300 WORDS' essay. i had my conclusion in the final 2mins. which means, i didnt have the time to potong potong any of the non-important things. tht essay, was definitely much MOOOOREE thn 300 words wey. takut takuuuut. dear lecturer, please dnt fail me :( tambah dgn term paper lg, aiyo problem problem.

thts about all fr tonight. laptops getting crazy and nk hang dh ni. yes, i knw when its about to hang.

gdnite people :)

2008-11-01T01:07:00.005+08:00

a survey? Yayy!
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?	yeah, my genius twin. so tht she can sit fr my finals.
How do you flush the toilet in public?	eyh?! cacat.
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?	sometimes.
Do you have a crush on someone?	:DD
What famous person do you think you resemble?	hmm? hmm..hw should i knw?
What is your favorite pizza topping?	anything with extraa extra cheeeeese nyum!
Do you crack your knuckles?	ALWAYS. a must lps bgn tdo.
What song do you hate the most?	beautiful girls by sean kingston. dnt knw why.
Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head?	naah. bt his image in tht vclip with tht annoying face, yes.
What are your super powers?	i dnt have one. can super powers make life easier? if yes, then i want them.
Where are your car keys?	somewhere only we know.hahah
What's your most annoying habit?	banyak kentut! is it annoying? if its not thn i dnt mind kentut kuatkuat punya.
Where did you last go on vacation?	last june, to kuching.
What is your best physical feature?	i liiiike my double chin the most. miahaha!
What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?	air sejuk (durh!), butter and macamacam.
What superstition do you believe?	oh. something like byk berak rambut cpt panjang? heehe
What color are your bed sheets?	blue. and pink. and white.
Would you rather be a fish or a bird?	a bird, of course. flying cheaper thn firefly, FREE!
Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive?	sometimes.
What is your favorite Harrison Ford movie?	indiana jones! the latest one because i didnt watch the others. lagu indiana jones berputar di dlm kepala
What do you do when no one is watching?	korek hidung? HAHAHA!
If they made a movie about your life, what actor/actress would be you?	someones perfectly perfect! so tht people wont notice the storyline, which will be very, very pathetic.
Coffee or Tea	tea.
Have you ever been in love?	i love mama and baba, i love my family. so, yeah.
Do you talk to yourself?	hehe i am my nmbr one pemberi semangat. of course i talk to myself. dlm hati la tp. if not people will think im weng.
oh btw, hello november :)

2008-10-31T13:10:00.005+08:00

currently this is my phones screen saver. haahah cooool kn.

hmm i am bored. law is boring. i dnt like law. knp kene bljr law? haih.

2008-10-29T20:06:00.009+08:00

TOO MALAS TO UPDATE.

but since im already here kn.

im down with one paper. six more to go. SIX? damn. oh and muet on the 8th. the stupid perbicaraan thingy esk. CNT WAIT. wish me luck though. RM20, check. anyway, i wanted to buy this sangatsangatsangat cute shoes from crocs. ala, you knw em semua pun mcm same. okay, i never had the intention to buy any of them crocs. but since they came out with those new designs (which are waaaaaay better than those 'clowny-like'), i changed my mind. i even set aside some of my 'raya earnings' fr them. tapiiii, when i went to the kedai dgn hati yg melonjak gembira the moment i saw them, my heart was torn into pieces (kakakaka!) when the guy said tht they dont have my size fr the ones tht i want, and also none fr those yg i tanak pun sebenanye :( ade pun yg green one, but greeeeeen? EYH?! no, i dnt wear green shoes.

one of these, i want. it looks simple gila bt i like the feeling of 'rase mcm cute' when i wear them.HAHAHA! and theyre comfortable sangatsangat. anyway, image taken frm goodyblog.com. labelled as cheap shoes for chic moms. again, EYH?!! i beg to differ (muetmuetmuet) bt i dnt think theyre fr moms. enough about tht. i used the money to buy something else dah pun. haih. ive been spending money like i have them bottomless mcm lemon tea frm nandos nyum! okay out of topic. alrighty then, i really need to get back to my nerd-mode. please note tht this situation only takes place when everything is in saat-saat terakhir. thnkyou.

andand, the 2nd season of KLYE XY will be on tv3 starting 9th nov.

ive watched them bt i dnt mind tgk lg sekali because its KYLEEEEE :D

2008-09-30T23:38:00.003+08:00

hey selamat hari raya aidilfitri everyone!

i am truly sorry fr the things tht ive said or done,

yg mane mane mcm menyakitkan hati,

harap harap semuanya dimaafkan,

because its raya, to frgive is the way to be!

sorry again, i suck at menyusun words.anyway, have fun beraya! lucky fr us tht we have about three weeks after raya bfre finals.but nt so lucky fr us tht we have presentations and tests and quizzes right after raya.elok lah.bt, lets just enjoy the raya instead of memeningkn kepala fikir tu semua :) duit raya, come to meeeeh!

ps: bangicams a total loser because hes off to labuan (or is it miri?) fr work.boo!

this aint christmas, its raya (in case he lupa about it).

2008-09-29T20:23:00.025+08:00

cuti :)

went to the post office today.i thought tht org ramai dah balik kampung.haih i was wrongg.ramaaaaai as usual.first we went to the post office besar, bt then macam xsanggup nk tunggu then we went to the post office dkt tesco.ramai jugaaak.no choice, tunggu je lah.but it was worth it.ngehngeh :D almost 2 hours of waiting.i even had to buy kfc fr tasha because she wanted something to drink.and i had to queue fr tht.oh memalukan, nnt org ckp sy xpuasa.hahah.

then pegi ptg rambut yay! ceh rambut dah pendek nk potong lg.i didnt cut my hair lah.my sis did.but i still have to wait fr her, so decided to potong fringe je lah cmtu.hee but then org tu pulak promote macam2.she suggested tht my hair needs treatments blabla..fine.so i did! hahah there goes my money.i dnt even knw wht kind of treatment is tht bt it makes my hair smells nice.i likeee :)

hee this is how it looks like.later on, the situation jd mcm x terkawal sikit.let the pictures do the talking lah.

its getting worst..

and worst..

and fr the finale!
*drum rolls*

****

TADAAAA!

FUGGLEYYYH!

hahah tht is actually the symmetrical effect je yeah jgn nk fikir mcm2.just found out about it, mmg lah teruja.heehe.

anyway, todays mi papitos birthday.hee the pizzas here and the celebrations about to mula dah.got to go :)